why is it that whenever i decide to give up, declare an ultimatum that i will stop looking for someone, a new person pops up?
why???? why do you do this??
because then i'd feel obliged. that maybe this new person is being sent to me for a reason. so i go and entertain the idea, that maybe, possibly, potentially, it could work.
i get my hopes up, wary, holding back expectations but thrilled at the same time.
most of the time, it fails big time, with lots of drama.
after one drama, a new story, sometimes, stories, open up.
but you know that these are the type of stories that doesn't have an ending. well, it does, but not the kind that ends well :/
yet you still try, and see, if maybe, it will have a different ending...
